Bungee jumping at Kawarao Bridge. I'm convinced that decision making at moments like this allows one to inspect some deep truths about the notion of free will. Close examination of the precise moment of choice and volition shows it to be very difficult to identify or localize. Even here, there is a sense of automation, of action without an actor, of experience and phenomena without a Cartesian seat or localized place of the self where it all comes together. When the decision - say, to jump- is so focused and (at least experientially) consequential, it highlights certain elements that are normally obscured in day to day decision making and choice but are nonetheless present. |